I am sorry to not be here again, have been traveling for work, and still am away of home. Usually I like travel, but right now it is not so enjoyable, but will be home late Monday, or sometime monday anyway (I am confused of time changes). But I do something I am very proud of myself and wanted to share it here, it is very exciting to me. Since to start dealing of all this crap, I lose almost 40 pounds, not able to eat and being sick so much. And at lowest, in hospital last time, I was down at 113 pounds, and was making myself more sick. I have been working really much to make myself eat, make myself not be sick, it has been hard for me. And then today I eat wrong thing and be sick half day and think I lose out on weight again, but actually check my weight this evening and I am now back up at 127! I am very excited, and happy that something that I try to do for myself actual works! It has been over two weeks since I do anything to hurt at myself, and other of being sick some today, it is almost a week since I get myself sick again. Maybe it is true, this is possible. I will try to respond at some posts in morning before 'working' again. uck!
Avatar photo in memory of my younger brother Makar.
"Human salvation lies in the hands of the creatively maladjusted."~~~Martin Luther King Jr., 1963