I am an LDS survivor myself. Like to talk more with you at some point if you would like. Having CSA feelings, which I do really sucks due to the stand the church has made on such things, but it is what it is.
I belong to a group of LDS men who also have issues with CSA. It is called Northstar men and might be a resource for you. firstname.lastname@example.org
Let me know if I can help and glad that your here. I have been involved with this site for nearly two years and found it to be very helpful, informative, and supportive. Hopefully you will have a good experience.
Take care, Ron