Welcome to the site.
I have sent you a PM (private message). I hope you find this site to be a very useful resource- and i am sorry that circumstances have drawn you here, but coming here is indeed a good step.
I love drawing too, although i'm not very good, i would love to see some of your drawings some time if you feel comfortable with it.
"...until lambs become lions"
I love you, little lewis, and i will never leave you. We are the same. You brighten my day, and i will make sure that i brighten yours. Hugs and kisses.