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#268501 - 12/23/08 10:32 PM just being
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Registered: 02/13/08
Posts: 2465
Loc: UK
Little Lewis

I am Lewis. This is my home. I don't know why he does those things. I don't have a choice. I don't know why it is always. I don't know why he will use my hands like they are not mine. And uses my body like i am not real and it doesn't belong to me. I don't know if he thinks i'm real. I don't know where my mind goes, i don't know why i go so blank. I think maybe i'm not real, i can't be. I don't understand the things he does. I don't understand why he takes me. I don't know if he doesn't like me or if i'm not real. It makes me feel like i did something wrong. I don't understand what's happening or if it is right but he is allowed.


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I love you, little lewis, and i will never leave you. We are the same. You brighten my day, and i will make sure that i brighten yours. Hugs and kisses.


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#268504 - 12/23/08 10:36 PM Re: just being [Re: king tut]
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Registered: 10/21/08
Posts: 172
Little Lewis,

You are not bad and you haven't done anything wrong.


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#268602 - 12/24/08 08:37 PM Re: just being [Re: loberhead]
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Registered: 10/28/06
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Loc: Georgia
Chris is right, Lewis.


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#268622 - 12/24/08 10:34 PM Re: just being [Re: KeithR]
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This post has helped me by hitting home just how important my little guy is. He isn't as helpless as I used to think and, to an extent, I think I need to let him run the show a lot of the time, because he actually seems to do a much better job than I do most of the time.



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