Drunk guys in gay bars who just feel free to grope and kiss me just because I'm friendly to them really piss me off. I'm really just mad at myself for not sticking up for myself last night. I just tried to ignore it but that didn't work and I ended up just feeling violated and humiliated.
If it was someone I had expressed interest in, it would be a different matter, but everyone around could see that I was not comfortable with it and that I wasn't doing anything about it.
That was the humiliating part. Me being such a victim and not being assertive. The second time he squeezed my balls I told him he was hurting me, but he was too drunk to really hear anything I said to him.