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#268116 - 12/20/08 06:17 PM why?
sportinrucks Offline
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Registered: 10/01/04
Posts: 422
Loc: Louisiana
Sometimes I ask myself why did this happen to me? What did I do to deserve this?


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#268119 - 12/20/08 06:34 PM Re: why? [Re: sportinrucks]
dark empathy Offline
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Registered: 11/26/07
Posts: 1933
Loc: durham, north england
It happened because someone was hateful, selfish and dispicable.

You did nothing to deserve it.

The problem of course for everyone here, ---- most! certainly including me, is that it's easy to say that and mean that for another person, infinitely, a thousand times harder to believe that for yourself.

but keep trying!


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#268120 - 12/20/08 06:40 PM Re: why? [Re: sportinrucks]
ttoon Offline
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Registered: 06/19/07
Posts: 977
Alex,

When we ask, "Why did this happen to me," it makes it sort of sound like childhood sexual abuse is part of the natural order of things. The sun comes up in the morning...that happens. Childhood sexual abuse, I think, doesn't just happen. It is something that is done to us. Reframing it in that way, helps to understand that we did not deserve it.

Doing that, helps place the responsibility where it lies, on the people that pervert and or distort our trust and use it to satisfy their own selfish desires.

I understand what you are asking...and, I do not know a single survivor who hasn't asked that a hundred times. I guess, maybe the best response might just be...that, asking why is a very esssential part of the process, an important step...especially if it invites us to consider that we did not deserve it.


:-)


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#268122 - 12/20/08 07:17 PM Re: why? [Re: ttoon]
michael banks Offline


Registered: 06/12/08
Posts: 1755
Loc: Mojave Desert, Ca
Alex,

There will never be a satisfactory answer as to why this happened to us. We happened to meet the wrong person at the wrong time at the wrong place and he took advantage of us.

We can never changed what he or they did to us. But we can change how we view and react emotionally with what happen. To learn to live life in a more healthy and self rewarding way.

We can do this once we accept that it happened to us and start looking for the HOW we can overcome our abuse. You have lots of examples of fellow survivors doing that right here and right now. Please join us when you are able.

Mike

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#268126 - 12/20/08 08:15 PM Re: why? [Re: michael banks]
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Registered: 02/13/04
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You did not do any thing. You were just someone that was chosen as a victom . People that are sexual preditors usely pick people as a power and domanation issue. That is why adults and older childern. pick on the younger children . This also includes people that are in a posision of athurity that abuse there power over others . The world is just full of sick bastards

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#268140 - 12/20/08 09:23 PM Re: why? [Re: OKIE MIKE]
marianne Offline


Registered: 12/20/08
Posts: 3
Loc: France
This "guilt thing" is terrible! we always think we're responsible for what happenend to us! But is it true all the time?
sorry you don't know me, i'm a newbie from france, but i know a forum in France that talk about the same things...and i often discuss with people there.
well it's time to got to bed 3:22 PM
bonne soirée

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#268148 - 12/20/08 11:07 PM Re: why? [Re: sportinrucks]
MichaeldR Offline


Registered: 12/02/08
Posts: 36
Loc: South Carolina
The answer, Sportinrucks, is the you didn't deserve it.

I've stopped asking why I am as I am. I have a lot of outside issues, at least not directly-related issues (to childhood sexual abuse) in my life that I also did not ask for: I'm gay, Jewish, and alcoholic.

I've stopped asking why, and started asking "What am I going to do about it". This is far more important to my life than why, which for me is a waste of time and energy. When I go to the WHY questions I'm on slippery ice. I'm living in self-pity and anger, and I can afford neither for very long. These things lead to an alcoholic relapse or suicide for me. Today I want to LIVE!

Regards,

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My mantras:

Easy Does I - - - - - - Là où il y a la vie il y a l'espoir.
One Day At A Time - - - Là où il y a l'espoir: la vie.
First Things First- - - Where there's life there's hope.
LIVE and Let Live - - - Where there is hope: life.

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#268149 - 12/20/08 11:19 PM Re: why? [Re: marianne]
MichaeldR Offline


Registered: 12/02/08
Posts: 36
Loc: South Carolina
Marianne: (English follows below)

Si vous plait, vous me diriez où je peux trouver le forum de langue française sur l'Internet. Je suis très intéressé par une telle chose, non seulement pour me, mais pour certains de mes amis francophones.

Avec mes compliments plus élevés,

Je m'appelle,
Michel-david

Marianne:

Please direct me to the French internet forum. I ask not only for myself, but also for my French-speaking friends.

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My mantras:

Easy Does I - - - - - - Là où il y a la vie il y a l'espoir.
One Day At A Time - - - Là où il y a l'espoir: la vie.
First Things First- - - Where there's life there's hope.
LIVE and Let Live - - - Where there is hope: life.

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#268172 - 12/21/08 06:16 AM Re: why? [Re: MichaeldR]
marianne Offline


Registered: 12/20/08
Posts: 3
Loc: France
I totally agree with you Mike about the WHY questions which do not help, but make ourselves trapped in our own minds. There's no end to a why question, no escape in a way, so you have to jump out from the question itself, make a turn in the mind and act, starting from reality : I am what I am and what I am need no excuses, would say Gloria! ;))

I'v came to this forum by a link given by a guy in "my" forum. There's not so much topics about boys only there, it's about rape and sexual abuse in general, and there's most girls but boys are welcome and we have some french-speaking people like canadian also.
The link (general one): http://forum.doctissimo.fr/doctissimo/pedophilie-viol/liste_sujet-1.htm
there's a topic called "entre mec edition 3"
my pseudo there is "sourcevive"

nice day to everyone

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#268177 - 12/21/08 07:24 AM Re: why? [Re: marianne]
Geeders Offline
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Registered: 09/03/08
Posts: 1901
Loc: Peterborough, Ontario, Canada
and we have some french-speaking people like canadian also.

Ding! J'arrive! I'm in!

Salut Marianne!

J'aimerais te remercier d'avoir laisse l'info concernant Doctissimo. J'ai un ami ici, qui s'apelle Joel, et il cherche, sans cesse des resources francophone pour nos freres francophone. Tu vas faire son connaissance sans doute!

Joyeux Noel et Bonne Annee Marianne!

Jim

Dear Marianne:
I'd like to thank you for leaving the information concerning Docissimo. I have a friend here named Joel, and he is always looking for francophone resources for our francophone brothers.Without a doubt, you will meet him!

Marry Christmas and Happy New Year Marianne!
Jim



Edited by Geeders (12/21/08 07:39 AM)
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