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#267402 - 12/16/08 11:54 AM Picking up the pieces
lars3229 Offline
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Registered: 12/03/08
Posts: 800
Loc: Iowa
I'm picking up the pieces
Of shattered glass around me,
I've hurt so many people,
The shards are now hurting me.

My heart is once more aching,
I've pushed everyone away,
Why can't they just see
I only want it to go away?

He took my very essence,
The day he raped my soul.
I live it every night,
Like a deep and dark black hole.

The terror comes each night,
He rapes me over again.
I wish that someone knew
How to take away the pain.

My tears are neverending,
I'm numbed down to the bone.
I regret so many things I've said,
I feel like I'm alone.

I know it won't be easy,
But retreating never is.
It's so hard to trust and love,
When you feel so down like this.

I feel like going backward,
My cave is so inviting.
At least in there I know,
I'm safe while I'm in hiding.

I'm picking up the pieces
Of shattered glass around me,
I've broken down once again,
A real man, I just can't seem to be.

-- Lars3229
Dedcember 2008



Edited by lars3229 (12/16/08 11:55 AM)

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#267429 - 12/16/08 02:56 PM Re: Picking up the pieces [Re: lars3229]
GentleSoul Offline
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Registered: 03/05/07
Posts: 236
Loc: Manhattan
You're not alone brother. You have the heart & soul of a poet.

_________________________
I can finally admit I pretend to say and do nice things so people will think I'm a standout guy.

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#267535 - 12/17/08 10:27 AM Re: Picking up the pieces [Re: GentleSoul]
lars3229 Offline
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Registered: 12/03/08
Posts: 800
Loc: Iowa
Thanks man, I appreciate that. smile

lars

_________________________
You may trod me
in the very dirt
But still,
like dust,
I'll rise.

-Maya Angelou

"I quite often remember to forget these sorts of things."
-Winnie the Pooh, The Tigger Movie

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