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#26691 - 04/20/02 04:37 AM Reflection
MichaelW Offline
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Registered: 04/20/02
Posts: 2
Loc: Gernmantown TN
Hello friends,
I have not posted here in a long time and just recently returned to chat. I was looking way back at some poetry (well I call it that) that I had written long ago. It was so rewarding for me to see that yes! we can slowly heal. For me it is a slow process and it is up and down. Sometimes I feel as if I am being dragged behind a ski boat by the rope with no skis. I go under and at the last moment of breath surface and gulp air and go back down again. That for me has been my recovery path. I firmly belive my spiritual space today has been of tremendous value to my recovery. I write this evening in a mild space. Tomorrow may not be but for now I wish you all the best and we together shall survive and heal!
This is a poem I once wrote

I drift these days…
Sometimes here,
Often gone.
But where?
The place where all is fine.
With nothing to feel
With no one to hurt me.
That place of comfort..emptiness…
Nothingness.
Why,
Why do I hurt so easy?
Why do others seem so strong?
I put myself at their mercy.
I never stay to see…I flee.
I have learned my lessons well.
Mostly I want to be done…
Done with pain.
Done with sorrow.
My little spark to stay
Sometimes grows weak.
It leaves no choice.
Then,
A wisp of peace fans the spark..
and I return once again


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#26692 - 04/20/02 11:52 AM Re: Reflection
bosishere Offline
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Registered: 02/14/01
Posts: 161
Loc: nashville,tn,usa
Hello MichaelW. What a good post AND A WONDERFUL POEM. I read all of this post, poem and THEN get to the end and read your hometown of Germantown, TN. Yes sometimes our spark grows weak, BUT IT IS ALLWAYS THERE. Bosishere


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#26693 - 04/20/02 03:56 PM Re: Reflection
James_dup1 Offline


Registered: 04/13/02
Posts: 1332
Loc: Wyoming
All I can say is WOW...Thank you for sharing this....

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#26694 - 04/24/02 12:29 AM Re: Reflection
Ken Followell Offline
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Registered: 12/30/01
Posts: 990
Loc: Bradenton, FL
Michael,

Thank you for sharing that. It touched my heart.

Ken \:\)

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Everything works out right in the end. If things are not working right, it isn't the end yet. Don't let it bother you, relax and keep on goin
- Michael C. Muhammad

"I get up. I walk. I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing."
� Rabbi Hillel

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