Welcome my brother Steven,
you have made a wonderful decision in joining MS. As I hope you see in these replies. This place is full of love and support,
but this is all very vague, don't know if this makes any sense to any of you but it's like having a only a few pieces of a 5000 piece puzzle.St3v3n
Steven... that makes a lot of sense my friend. I am certain that you and I are not the only ones who feel a sense of vagueness about some or all of our abuse history. Part of it, IMHO, stems from wanting it not to be true and minimizing... I still want it to be a bad dream and when I wake up it's gone and never happened...
Stick around and pick up that which is helpful and leave that which is not... BTW, some of the stuff I don't want to pick up keeps getting put in front of me, my God knows what I need and when I listen he helps me pick up all of the things that I need.
Your Brother in healing, Wes