1500 to 2000 pages? wow. I read alot too, not that much though, but usually non-fictional things. I like to learn as many facts as I can about any subjects that interest me. And I love philosophy. But if that's what keeps you happy, I say keep at it. I myself have an unhealthy addiction to online computer games, and especially when it comes to fantasy role playing games. That's how I waste my time
Trying to cut down on that some if I can.
Yeah, I think we can get pretty addicted to fantasy things easily.
As for passive-aggression... yes i've been that way most of my life. That's why i'm trying to learn some assertiveness which can help me recognze my passive aggression, and replace it with healthy assertiveness. It makes you feel so much better to be able to speak your mind, and state your needs etc. instead of holding in your anger, then secretly getting even with others when they do you wrong.
I was also told once by a pdoc that I "may" be Bi-Polar, but not sure on that one or not though. It does seem that I get depressed for many months at a time, then all of a sudden I wanna get up and go, and get everything in life accomplished in one day. But any (inevitable) setbacks can send me into another depression. I have to maintain my motivations somehow. Anyhow, so much to work on, I just take it a little at a time. And escape reality regularly.