i am confused with my sexual identity as i have always been with wemon but while i was with my wife i got into a relationship with a older man which i didn't want as all i wanted was just a friendship only but he had other ideas for me and i could never see my way out of it as i did have some sexual feeling towards men but not him and i always felt he was controling me so i went onto some medication to reduce my sex drive and in still taking them as im in another relationship with a women but i am very cautious as i do not ever want to be in a situation like that again and i don't ever think i'll ever get into a relationship with another man again or ever trust them like he never listen to what i wanted and i never want to go off the medication.

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