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#253815 - 10/09/08 03:00 AM monsters in the cloest
feelingafraid Offline

Registered: 04/08/08
Posts: 76
Loc: 5,471 FT above sea level
not very dark but my trigger

the monsters in my closet
they scare me
they make me cry
they make life not worth living
they make my world seem in a hais

the monsters in my closet
they make me think that im dirt
they make me think that im not of value
they make me hurt the people i love
they make me want to die

the monsters in my closet
aren't real
can't get me
will never touch me again
are only memories

why can't i make the monsters go away
why are they still there
why do they still scare me
why do they still make me cry

Hes a little boy let him be a little boy for the boy we never got to be.

#253826 - 10/09/08 05:08 AM Re: monsters in the cloest [Re: feelingafraid]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

Monsters in the closet - I sure do remember that, but until now I never connected it in any way with abuse issues. I could never sleep at night if the closet door was the slightest bit open. Thanks for sharing this with us.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

#253868 - 10/09/08 11:26 AM Re: monsters in the cloest [Re: roadrunner]
M3 Offline

Registered: 09/04/07
Posts: 1392
Loc: Central Ohio

Larry is right, that connection between the monsters (mine was under my bed - my bed was already moved into the closet) is powerful. Never thought of that.

But something occurred to me, my monster wouldn't go away until I stopped believing what they said. Once I understood that their words, their messages were all lies, they lost their power and their interest in trying to hurt me, so they went away...

Thank you Toby. Peace and much love...


#253872 - 10/09/08 11:49 AM Re: monsters in the cloest [Re: M3]
sunwolf Offline

Registered: 09/20/08
Posts: 225
Loc: Indiana
those monsters still hount me...that moster had a face...all of them...but we can fight them and beat them, we can tell them No MORE... you can't harm me now, because you are no mosnter are just a shadow...and shadows don't bite....


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