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#230504 - 06/12/08 03:47 AM Now When I Lay Me Down To Sleep *** Triggers ***
Me2 Offline
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Registered: 02/28/08
Posts: 22
Loc: USA
Now when I lay me down to sleep,
I have a secret I must keep.

I wish to die before I wake.
Can a five year-old make mistakes?

Instead of just keeping up with my soul,
Could You not have protected my mouth and butt-hole?

Do I even need to pray?
Will you not be merciful and keep him away?

Youíre busy running the universe and all.
Why does a monster live down the hall?

Heís not bothered by the sunlight of day.
Asks to be my friend. I donít run away.

God, youíve got the whole world in your hands.
Blood stains in my underpants.

What an awful price to pay.
Innocence can't come out to play.

What can I do, now that itís done?
Say my prayers. Wipe up cum.




Edited by Me2 (06/13/08 08:46 AM)
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#230523 - 06/12/08 06:16 AM Re: Now When I Lay *** Triggers *** [Re: Me2]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Me2,

I am so sorry the abuse has hit you in this way, and I recognize it because I have been through the same thing. Actually, it still troubles me. I don't have any advice to offer you, but can tell you I hear you loud and clear.

Much love,
Larry

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#230535 - 06/12/08 08:45 AM Re: Now When I Lay *** Triggers *** [Re: roadrunner]
Me2 Offline
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Larry:

Thank you.

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#230578 - 06/12/08 01:45 PM Re: Now When I Lay *** Triggers *** [Re: Me2]
TJ jeff Offline
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Registered: 08/07/04
Posts: 3368
Loc: Northern Wisconsin
WOW... That's one heck of a powerful poem

Welcome to MS Me2 - I hope you find much healing here and make many new friends

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#233054 - 06/24/08 11:42 AM Re: Now When I Lay *** Triggers *** [Re: TJ jeff]
charles law Offline


Registered: 06/04/08
Posts: 28
Loc: perth australia
thanks Me2 for the words I couldnt say or put together.
maybe even words I couldnt find.
wow thanks


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#233207 - 06/24/08 07:14 PM Re: Now When I Lay *** Triggers *** [Re: charles law]
Me2 Offline
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Loc: USA
Charles,

You are very welcome.

Me2

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#233398 - 06/25/08 03:56 AM Re: Now When I Lay *** Triggers *** [Re: Me2]
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Registered: 01/21/08
Posts: 1242
Loc: infinity
Man! trust survivors to write some serious tear jerkers. I NEVER get to the bottom of the first page of poems without at some point getting a case of the sniffles.

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#252508 - 10/01/08 10:47 PM Re: Now When I Lay *** Triggers *** [Re: blueshift]
Logan Offline
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Registered: 04/05/03
Posts: 1205
Loc: NY
((((((ME2)))))))

unfortunately bin there as well (tears)

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