Sounds like PTSD. Have you ever had therapy or did you just deal with this on your own? I'm sure dealing with the police has brought everything back to the surface. You should seek professional help.
I know this isn't much of a consolation, but you are a HERO to many of us here and we are here to support you any way we can!
Keep talking, writing, posting to get that nervous energy out. A lot of this may just be your little boy wanting to be heard and healed and not just put away again.
PS: Oh yeah, you should really put those scissors away...