You sound very commited to recovery (2 therapists)
You mention one specifically for CSA & homosexuality.
Is that particular therapist neutral or ?
I don't know anyone who went through Reparative therapy.
The American Counseling Association, the American Psychiatric Association, the National Association of Social Workers
& the American Psychological Association have ALL gone on record that Reparative therapy shouldn't be implemented & is unethical.
(Reparative as in "broken" & needing to be "fixed").
Hope this helps you make an informed decision.
:: "Anyone who can handle a needle convincingly can make us see a thread which is not there" ::