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#247897 - 09/02/08 03:11 PM Re: just call me pariah [Re: MarkK]
mogigo Offline
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Registered: 04/24/07
Posts: 1331
Loc: Colorado
I thought I was a friend

You pushed me away
and I said fuck you.
You took so much time
but I said "I get you"

Time went on
and I knew what the issue was
I've spent so much time
pushing away, what in my mind what worked

I'm sad now Mark
I know you don't need me
it won't stop my life
it won't stop my life

but I'm sad Mark
not a poem to make you sad
not a poem to make you feel bad
not a poem to gain anything

Just a poem to say I'm sad


Mike

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#247912 - 09/02/08 06:44 PM Re: just call me pariah [Re: mogigo]
MarkK Offline
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Registered: 04/02/07
Posts: 2547
Loc: Denver, CO
Originally Posted By: mogigo
I thought I was a friend

You pushed me away
and I said fuck you.
You took so much time
but I said "I get you"

Time went on
and I knew what the issue was
I've spent so much time
pushing away, what in my mind what worked

I'm sad now Mark
I know you don't need me
it won't stop my life
it won't stop my life

but I'm sad Mark
not a poem to make you sad
not a poem to make you feel bad
not a poem to gain anything

Just a poem to say I'm sad


Mike - i initially responded to this ...

but i decided i'm not going to have this discussion again - and especially not in public

M




Edited by MarkK (09/02/08 10:00 PM)

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#248014 - 09/03/08 12:10 PM Re: just call me pariah [Re: MarkK]
JustScott Offline
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Registered: 01/27/08
Posts: 2590
Hey Mark, I so understand those feelings.

Met with my T yesterday and one thing that came up is that apparently I'm afraid of being alone and isolated.... yet this is exactly what I do to myself all the time.... how weird is that?

Don't give up, perhaps sometime in October we can hang out and watch everyone leave us alone ;-)


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#248034 - 09/03/08 02:59 PM Re: just call me pariah [Re: JustScott]
MarkK Offline
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Registered: 04/02/07
Posts: 2547
Loc: Denver, CO
Originally Posted By: JustScott
Met with my T yesterday and one thing that came up is that apparently I'm afraid of being alone and isolated.... yet this is exactly what I do to myself all the time.... how weird is that?

Don't sound weird to me - sounds like you've been reading out of my journal ...

Originally Posted By: JustScott
perhaps sometime in October we can hang out and watch everyone leave us alone

... put a sign overhead that reads "Purposed Rejects Only" ... ?

M



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#248035 - 09/03/08 03:00 PM Re: just call me pariah [Re: JustScott]
mogigo Offline
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Registered: 04/24/07
Posts: 1331
Loc: Colorado
sorry, you're right, I'll leave you ALONE

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#248041 - 09/03/08 03:42 PM Re: just call me pariah [Re: MarkK]
ineffable Offline
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Registered: 02/07/08
Posts: 1371
Loc: state of holeecrapdood
The thing about sarcasm is one never knows if it is a jest or not.

ok... I'll bite & offer this in the spirit of giving you what you have asked for.

"Here at MS you can be called
by anything desired
sometimes Big M or little m
for now you are Pariah
Pariah, Pariah, I'll call Mark K Pariah" *

*sung to the tune of "They call the wind Mariah" from "Paint Your Wagon"

Br'oddway C





Edited by ineffable (09/03/08 04:07 PM)
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#248044 - 09/03/08 04:01 PM Re: just call me pariah [Re: ineffable]
MarkK Offline
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Registered: 04/02/07
Posts: 2547
Loc: Denver, CO
Originally Posted By: ineffable
Pariah, Pariah, I'll call Mark M Pariah

i'd change the 'M' to 'K' - in keeping with my posting name

'Pariah, Pariah, I'll call Mark K Pariah'

when i titled my poem, i wasn't thinking of it as an actual request ... but i suppose if that's how it's seen, then an answer to it is to be expected - and therefor accepted - in the very spirit it would appear to have been given.

M&m



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#248052 - 09/03/08 05:07 PM Re: just call me pariah [Re: MarkK]
Trucker51 Offline
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Registered: 05/20/08
Posts: 2826
Loc: Denver, CO
I have an unopened copy of Paint Your Wagon in VHS if anyone would like to borrow or buy it!!!

Sorry to see you hurting again, my man, so I thought that you might enjoy some more of my sick kind of humor again!!!

Hoping that you are feeling better.

Broomfield Mark

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#250133 - 09/18/08 06:16 AM Re: just call me pariah [Re: Trucker51]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Mark,

You comment that hope is for the young, but I don't believe that. I think we are never too old to hope; that's what keeps us going from one day to the next, even when things look very dark indeed.

Much love,
Larry

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Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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