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#247180 - 08/28/08 10:29 PM just call me pariah
MarkK Offline
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Registered: 04/02/07
Posts: 2503
Loc: Denver, CO
alone
forsaken
not forgotten
just rejected
avoided
unwanted

too many years trying to change the unchangeable
when will i be smart enough to just give up


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#247181 - 08/28/08 10:39 PM Re: just call me pariah [Re: MarkK]
Barkabus Offline
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Registered: 05/09/08
Posts: 809
I don't believe that Mark. Sure we feel that way sometimes. Heck, I feel that way right now but I know it isn't true. Feelings aren't rational...they just are.

We're in this boat together.

Mike

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#247185 - 08/28/08 11:16 PM Re: just call me pariah [Re: Barkabus]
KENKEN Offline
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Registered: 09/25/07
Posts: 762
Loc: NOTHERN COLORADO
Mark,
You are not a quitter!
You fought too hard to give up!
You have so many reasons to continue, to succeed!
You have too many people/family that need you to go on!

You are smart and that is why you are working so HARD.
Most important, You are not Alone!

Ken

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I AM A GOOD PERSON, I AM A GOOD MAN

From the Movie: Antwone Fisher

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#247479 - 08/30/08 04:35 PM Re: just call me pariah [Re: KENKEN]
MarkK Offline
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Registered: 04/02/07
Posts: 2503
Loc: Denver, CO
but i know otherwise
the pain of loneliness gets worse every week
my whole body agonizes

i don't know that i'm cut out for this "recovery" .... stuff


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#247484 - 08/30/08 05:03 PM Re: just call me pariah [Re: MarkK]
michael banks Offline


Registered: 06/12/08
Posts: 1755
Loc: Mojave Desert, Ca
Mark,

That pain of loneliness is from the abuse of yesterday.
Hang in there for it is today and you are not alone any longer.
Together there is hope for a much brighter tomorrow.

mike

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To own one's shadow is the highest moral act of a human.
-Robert Johnson-

"IT ought never be forgotten that the past is the parent of the future" John C. Calhoun

WOR Alumni Sequoia 2009

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#247488 - 08/30/08 05:16 PM Re: just call me pariah [Re: michael banks]
MarkK Offline
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Registered: 04/02/07
Posts: 2503
Loc: Denver, CO
i watch as friends disappear
and you tell me the pain is of yesterday
...
the pain of rejection and humiliation was birthed in my past
the pain of loneliness is something that grows now

and hope is for those who are still young enough to believe.


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#247502 - 08/30/08 07:06 PM Re: just call me pariah [Re: MarkK]
michael banks Offline


Registered: 06/12/08
Posts: 1755
Loc: Mojave Desert, Ca
Mark,

Hope is there for all to behold
Be thee young or old

Friends are but a hand shake away
If we don't just fade... away

The pain is here for now
But it will not always be so

For the future is bright
If we chose the light

mike

_________________________
To own one's shadow is the highest moral act of a human.
-Robert Johnson-

"IT ought never be forgotten that the past is the parent of the future" John C. Calhoun

WOR Alumni Sequoia 2009

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#247503 - 08/30/08 07:19 PM Re: just call me pariah [Re: michael banks]
MarkK Offline
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Registered: 04/02/07
Posts: 2503
Loc: Denver, CO
hope is for the innocent
the young at heart
the pure

hope is not meant for tired old men

for those that have it - i say hang on to it - but not too tight cuz it's fragile and will shatter.

but when it's gone - learn to accept it.

doesn't make the pain go away - just gives you other ways to deal with it


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#247509 - 08/30/08 07:39 PM Re: just call me pariah [Re: MarkK]
michael banks Offline


Registered: 06/12/08
Posts: 1755
Loc: Mojave Desert, Ca

Hope is a rope
Waiting to be had

Just hanging there
For all to grab

_________________________
To own one's shadow is the highest moral act of a human.
-Robert Johnson-

"IT ought never be forgotten that the past is the parent of the future" John C. Calhoun

WOR Alumni Sequoia 2009

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#247510 - 08/30/08 08:06 PM Re: just call me pariah [Re: michael banks]
MarkK Offline
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Registered: 04/02/07
Posts: 2503
Loc: Denver, CO
hope is a rope?
sounds like a good way to hang yourself

besides, you cannot fight the truth, which is what this post was first built on.

M


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