I really appreciate all the positive responses to my post. They have helped me this past week to get through each day.
I have had a few moments of weakness, stress and anxiety this week. I have asked myself if I did make a good choice/decision to confront my brother as I did last weekend. It is sad for me that I have not heard from any of my siblings. Seems they have decided I'm not worth the bother anymore. Guess I am a bigger pain in their side than I thought.
But even saying this, I do feel good about myself. I feel more like I did what I had to do. I am a "big boy" and if they, my family, want nothing to do with me, that is their choice. I still feel determined to take full control of my life back. I want so much to get better and to learn better how to cope. I hope and pray my determination continues. I know I could not have accomplished so much of my healing without your help and the help from my close circle of friends and family.
Thanks for listening.
I AM A GOOD PERSON, I AM A GOOD MAN
From the Movie: Antwone Fisher
***WOR ALUMNI SEQUOIA MARCH 2008***