I might be willing to check it out, but I had better run it by my wife, who won't be home until tomorrow night. You might have talked to Alan or Andy about me. I'm a super-heavyweight, blue-collar, out-of-shape, former in-your-face type, who is quite comfortable meeting new people these days. The issue that is most pressing is my reactionary anger when I am confronted or my intellect is questioned, where I rather quickly throw my shields up, go to battle stations, and start firing torpedoes at the enemy. I believe that this has more to do with my violent and emotionally-degrading upbringing rather than with my CSA. It is more difficult to resolve it with my dad since he has been gone for nine years now. It was the combination of my dad's death and the caring positive support that I got from my stepdad that I attribute a lot of my progress to. I have also had for a long time a fear of failure and a number of times I have had great initial success go so terribly wrong over time. Right now I have the opportunity to finish my degree but the fear of failure combined with the potential insecurity from leaving my present field of employment has me non-committed and feeling insecure. And you already know about my issues with religion.
Anyway, check with your facilitator and feel free to show him what I have said here.
I would be glad to give it a try if my wife is OK with it.
"We stay here, we die here. We've got to keep moving". Trucker Mark