Hang there! I know what you mean. Yesterday I had a flashback of childhood abuse I had blocked out. It really fucked up my weekend. I'm actually looking forward to going to work on Monday to be around people and get my mind focused on something else. The weekdn seems kind of blown ... as fucked up as it seems ... its progress and with better tools at my disposal from therapy, support groups, and the weekends of recovery things will get better. Better for me ... better for you ... better for all of us.