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#241593 - 07/31/08 07:43 PM Are You a Survivor?
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I asked someone this question yesterday in chat. I wasn't ready for the answer...

I don't know, It's still going on.

I freaked out, I lost it. I literally almost passed out due to hyper-ventilating. I'm still in shock over this. I was no help to this hurting soul. I am stuck in a sea of helplessness. I am undone, paralyzed, useless.



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#241600 - 07/31/08 08:31 PM Re: Are You a Survivor? [Re: Barkabus]
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#241607 - 07/31/08 09:39 PM Re: Are You a Survivor? [Re: Kent]
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#241626 - 07/31/08 10:43 PM Re: Are You a Survivor? [Re: Pete2004]
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Thanks guys. I'm doing a bit better.

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#241632 - 07/31/08 11:18 PM Re: Are You a Survivor? [Re: Barkabus]
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God, that freaks me out too. I feel like helping him and I feel helpless just like you do.

Whoever it is - CALL THE COPS. RUN AWAY. TELL EVERY SINGLE PERSON YOU KNOW. DO SOMETHING. EVERYONE HERE CARES ABOUT YOU AND PRAYS FOR YOU TO BE OKAY.

I'm assuming this person isn't a child anymore. I'm also assuming that he has a choice. I don't know if he does, but I need to say something.


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#241636 - 07/31/08 11:37 PM Re: Are You a Survivor? [Re: Bewlayb1]
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He told me he is 17.

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#241668 - 08/01/08 01:58 AM Re: Are You a Survivor? [Re: Barkabus]
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My suggestion would be to report the username, the date and approximate time of the chat discussion to a moderater. They have more access to look into such situations, and perhaps provide help in that manner.

Andrei


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#241673 - 08/01/08 02:48 AM Re: Are You a Survivor? [Re: ak]
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Thanks Andrei. I spoke to Larry (Roadrunner) about it. He's familiar with the situation.

Here's a bit of an update about what I have been going through.
The gravity of what happened last night not only affected me immediately and through the remainder of the evening, it compound itself throughout the day today until I finally had a met down while talking to someone else in chat this afternoon.

I had one of the worst dissociative events I ever had while talking about it in chat. I swear I may have been on the verge of DID. I began talking different, typing completely different. I felt like a scared little boy. What was happening to me? I feel like I lost a lot of ground in my healing today.

I just need to learn from what happened so that I can be better prepared in the future.

Mike

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#241743 - 08/01/08 01:03 PM Re: Are You a Survivor? [Re: Barkabus]
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Registered: 05/14/08
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I think we can prepare the best we can that it will happen when we least expect it. It's horrible. For me, triggering is a painful reminder that what we lived through was real and not imagined.

Seventeen and it is still going on. Not much older than my 16 when it was still going on. Very sad - tragic. We all grieve for this boy.

Lance


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#241745 - 08/01/08 01:11 PM Re: Are You a Survivor? [Re: LW1527]
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I was 16-17 while my second perp was taking advantage of me.

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