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#241420 - 07/30/08 09:01 PM the hurt of "positive thinking"
usmc97 Offline
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Registered: 08/02/05
Posts: 437
Loc: Colorado
I don't get how everything that helps others does nothing to help me. That kind of stuff is exactly what people use to label me as negative. Why? because I've done it all time and again with the "right" attitude and not had any success in this healing thing that everyone else is so fond of, the things I need I'm not allowed to have. I don't rate a moment of peace.

The assumption is that if something didn't work then you didn't do it right. It's always your fault when you are left behind. That's not right. That's why I don't exist.

"Positive thinking" is not an accurate belief and it is not true for everyone so I wish people would keep it to themselves when they find that it isn't a welcomed suggestion. I for one am incapable of looking at the bright side. It's not a choice it is what it is, I did not always lack the ability.

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#241421 - 07/30/08 09:07 PM Re: the hurt of "positive thinking" [Re: usmc97]
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Registered: 05/30/08
Posts: 359
Loc: Lake Forest, CA
USMC you have a very valid point. Positive thinking in itself does nothing.

What works for me may not work for you. And that is just reality. I had to find my own path and, sorry to say, you must find yours. Because your path has to be yours. For you to claim. Not just because someone told you to do this or do that.

Finally, you DO exist to me.

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#241422 - 07/30/08 09:17 PM Re: the hurt of "positive thinking" [Re: usmc97]
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Some of the most negative people are ironically people who preach "positive thinking" and go around bitching about all those horrible "negative" people. (like I'm doing right now?lol)

For myself, i don't see the glass half full or half empty because it is always both and the wisdom of believing you know what is good or bad seems dubious to me.



Edited by blueshift (07/30/08 09:17 PM)
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#241488 - 07/31/08 03:12 AM Re: the hurt of "positive thinking" [Re: blueshift]
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Registered: 06/20/08
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I often feel the exact same way. The only difference is that I want people to give their suggestions. It validates the fact that at least I exist. Even if I am 10 steps behind where they are, their acknowledgement that I exist is important to me.

Even though you don't feel you look at the bright side, your opinions sometimes are optimistic to me. Yes, you exist to me. You matter to me. I'm proud to be able to say that.

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#241493 - 07/31/08 05:38 AM Re: the hurt of "positive thinking" [Re: LN3(SS)]
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Registered: 11/26/07
Posts: 1928
Loc: durham, north england
If people don't mind me playing philosopher here, it striks me that "positive thinking" might not be as monolythic as it seems.

There are afterall lots of things, experiences, evaluations of ourselves and others, thoughts about our lives, projects we complete etc which can all be either positive or negative and which might have no effect at all upon the rest.

I'm saying this because at the moment I'm really struggling with self despising, even though i have lots of things in my life which i enjoy doing.

appologies if this is a load of rubbish, it just struck me as a good antidote to those people who preach constant positivism at all times.


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#241572 - 07/31/08 03:58 PM . [Re: dark empathy]
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#241634 - 07/31/08 11:28 PM Re: the hurt of "positive thinking" [Re: bardo213]
usmc97 Offline
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Registered: 08/02/05
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Loc: Colorado
My hard work has never paid off, so that right there is a false statement. If a person has done everything in every way available and there is no other avenue to try and work things out, how are you left to blame someone like me? It's things like that that hardly anyone understands. Because I am not better is not from lack of effort. I am not bitter, what I go through is not a consequence to my actions. It's a hell on it's own that I did not create.

How am I expected to think positively about my torture everyday? How am I supposed to like it and carry on?

I've been extremely active in the "healing process", thing is that none of it has done anything to change my getting hurt repeatedly in ways that most don't understand to begin with.

What I go through does not have a grace period where I can sit back and recooperate before the next obstical. It is not temperary or just emotional. Today is not a blessing and neither is tomorrow or the next day because each day I am subject to some combination of being raped and tortured, beaten, confined, punished, mutilated, or neglected. "positive" people have not walked in my shoes, they don't have a clue or else I wouldn't be told the things they say. Saying that they have been where I am is not true either and all that does is try and deminish me in their ignorance. So after that do I really exist? If I do then why am I talked to like everything I go through is imaginary.

No matter how you put it, the "positive thinking" model poses blame upon folks like me and I won't accept fault when I have done nothing wrong. Nobody should put that on anyone's shoulders either, it's whoever's belief and whoever should keep it to themselves. There is no bright side it what is done to me.

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#241660 - 08/01/08 01:32 AM Re: the hurt of "positive thinking" [Re: usmc97]
usmc97 Offline
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Loc: Colorado
I feel I should add that there is a difference between genuine encouragement and the positive thinking thing. I have hope for others but not much for myself.

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#241666 - 08/01/08 01:43 AM Re: the hurt of "positive thinking" [Re: usmc97]
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Registered: 03/15/08
Posts: 302
Loc: Canada
Hi USMC97,

You are right, you are not to blame in this situation and nobody can truly say we know what you are going through. What I can say is we are all on different roads to recovery and each of us feels our abuse in very different ways but together through the struggle we are not alone.

The fact that you are here now posting and surviving proves your very existence and everyone who has contributed to your thread can feel your existence. I have to agree that there are no positives to be found in abuse and torture. I myself cannot look at something so terrible and stay positive. What I can do is look within myself and say that I am strong for surviving the abuse up to this point. We can believe that eventually there will be more than pain and ugly inside.

Just these views in themselves are positive and I know for me it's what has gotten me this far down the road in my recovery. Somehow we have made it, the child turned adult had to create ways to survive and it pains me to hear that you have to endure the abuses today but rest assured you have 5000+ men fighting for the same cause.

You exist, we hear you!

Dan

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#241713 - 08/01/08 10:06 AM Re: the hurt of "positive thinking" [Re: Letourski]
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Registered: 05/14/08
Posts: 408
Loc: Salt Lake City Ut
I hate Positive thinking. My mom was always telling me to think good happy thoughts and then all the bad stuff would just go away. I think encouragement thinking, being your own cheering section, all that is very good. But to me positive thinking is a way to erase the bad that has happened and we can't do that at least not now. Sometimes positive thinking just stuffs the abuse back deep inside. Just my thoughts only. I hope it doesn't bother anyone.

Lance


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