i was molested at age 7 by a camp counselor, than forcibly raped while i lived on the streets from age 14-16, thought i had it in a nice little box stuffed away. then on 6/5/08 my 4 year old son's preschool teacher confessed that he had sexually abused him during nap time, he has since been arrested a 2nd time for capital sexual battery of a 10 year old boy. well, it's out of the box! my son is in counseling, but still very violent, i just don't sleep and when i do it is either nightmares of my experiences or dreams of spending just 5 minutes with the animal who hurt my son. one day at a time. glad i found a place to get some of this out, my boy hasn't and doesn't need to see me this nuts.
Edited by mark0467 (07/23/08 12:47 AM)