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#239652 - 07/23/08 12:45 AM it just keeps coming
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Registered: 07/23/08
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Loc: Pasco County, Florida
i was molested at age 7 by a camp counselor, than forcibly raped while i lived on the streets from age 14-16, thought i had it in a nice little box stuffed away. then on 6/5/08 my 4 year old son's preschool teacher confessed that he had sexually abused him during nap time, he has since been arrested a 2nd time for capital sexual battery of a 10 year old boy. well, it's out of the box! my son is in counseling, but still very violent, i just don't sleep and when i do it is either nightmares of my experiences or dreams of spending just 5 minutes with the animal who hurt my son. one day at a time. glad i found a place to get some of this out, my boy hasn't and doesn't need to see me this nuts.
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#239653 - 07/23/08 12:48 AM Re: it just keeps coming [Re: mark0467]
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Loc: NYC
Wow. Glad you're here. You need a place to get it out. Also, as I'm sure you'll get soon - you really need to get a therapist as soon as possible - both to help you with your own abuse and to help you learn to deal with your son's. You will find tons of support here. welcome
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#239655 - 07/23/08 12:58 AM Re: it just keeps coming [Re: Paul1959]
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Oh my gosh Mark. I am so sorry this has happened to you and now...now your son. That is devastating. I am glad you found this place. There is a lot of support and care to be found here. I am glad you son is in counseling too. I am sorry you needed us though. We're here for you.

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#239657 - 07/23/08 01:03 AM Re: it just keeps coming [Re: Paul1959]
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Registered: 07/23/08
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Loc: Pasco County, Florida
i started in therapy last thursday and going back this thursday. last week i couldn't have sat here and typed, so i guess i am somewhat better. thanx

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#239767 - 07/23/08 01:31 PM Re: it just keeps coming [Re: mark0467]
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Registered: 05/14/08
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Loc: Salt Lake City Ut
HORRIBLE!! Mark, we are here for you. This brings make many memories when I was in preschool a bit ago. This is a parent's worse nightmare I think. I am very proud of you for taking action with you and your son. This will be hard, but don't run away and try to do this on your own. You need to be here and we need you here as well. Our support and caring is with you. I hope you can feel our strength as we give it to you.

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#239773 - 07/23/08 01:48 PM Re: it just keeps coming [Re: LW1527]
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Mark - I get angrier when I think about what that teacher did to you especially to your son. I am enraged and I think that ALL of our MS brothers are with your and share our outrage and pain. I can honestly stated that I feel your pain. I can honestly state that all of us here do the same for we have lived through that pain and are still living through that pain.

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