Hang in there, pain comes with growth.
[no pain, no gain?]
CDavid - no, i'm sorry. it's not what i mean. but don't worry about it. i'm sure it's all me. i'm just looney.
i chase away good friends.
the better the friend, the harder i push them away.
i'm sitting here staring at the computer screen as if it were the 9th wonder of the world.
i want to cry
i want to laugh
i want to curl up in a ball in a corner and just have the world go away and leave me alone
and the worst part? i worry, as if there's anything that i can do about it. if i'm going crazy - i'm going crazy. if i'm not, i'm not.
so maybe i should just sit back and enjoy the ride?
or step on the accelerator and see if we can find out faster??