You are strong. You know that; we've talked about that. And yes, I understand your love for him and the torment of the last 30 years, and probably even more the last few days. Making life changing decisions is always brutal, many times even when it's the best, smartest decision in the world. When you question yourself, and you will, remember that I and everyone here believes in you. You know you did all you could to help the man in your life but he couldn't accept it enough to help himself.
I'm glad you accepted the new job. There isn't a doubt in my mind that you will succeed where ever you go, both professionally and personally.
I admire the way you've always conducted yourself here, which is all I have to go by, but if it's any indication of your real life, then it would be an honor to have you as a friend.
I wish you all the best Liv!
If you fall down 10 times, Stand up 11.