Welcome back. You have begun. I have been here for some months now, but don't post very often. I can surely identify with the feeling of having so many things floating around in my head, that I can't reduce them to a single topic for posting.
I know you will find suport in your recovery here. It's sounds like your father is also supportive. If so, that could be a great help.
One other thing: posting is not the only way this site can help. Just coming here is very helpful to me.
Alumnus: Weekend of Recovery - Dahlonega, May 2008 and May 2009
We are bound together by the pain of the past and our hopes for the future.