Hmmm Mark, motivation has been my killer. How to be motivated with what I'm living in. If it boil's down to it, then I guess if I'm getting any kind of motivation it's from the guys I'm in group with. The younger guys, hard to look at them and not be motivated to try and help. Feel like they might get through this. Maybe I can help them with my perspective.
A thought maybe? If I can't find it for myself, then maybe they can take something away from my perspective.
Kinda save the world thing
Shit Mark, maybe a little "high and mighty" but they do seem to brighten up a little when I do talk, kinda nice to feel like I'm worth something.
Again, I may "FEEL" like I can't do it for me, but really they get, what I feel, is a whole lot out of what I'm saying.
Might just be a reason for me to continue
Know any "New" guy's Mark