Well, what's happening this week is odd. Sinse my really awful few days last weekend, I've felt generally good, ---- in fact I've got my parents staying at the moment, and they've both commented on how much better i seem.
the weerd thing is though, how tired I've been all week. not exhausted, not dropping, just a mild warm fuzzy feeling and the sense that I have to occasionally just curl up and exist for a while, ---- heck I've even slept moderately properly.
I'll be fine, feel well for a while, and then just get to a point where I want to go and ease off and slee. take last night. My parents turned up to stay. I spent a fairly nice evening, but went to bed at half past nine, ---- even though I'd woken at eight the previous morning.
i've spent a pretty good day, going round a local museum with my dad, but it's half past five in the afternoon and I'm already feeling a bit out.
is this just because I'm getting used to feeling more and it's taking more energy?
This isn't a problem, ---- I'd much rather feel good for short periods and then tired, rather than feel good for short periods and then bloody awful, I'm just slightly confused about what's happening, and I don't like the feeling of being out of control this gives.
Has anyone else experienced this? Can someone give me a clue to what's going on?