our souls are never taken, but we have to live with the fact that our childhoods were battered beyond regognition.
The frequency, violence, or whatever does not matter, it is more a case of abuse affecting your every aspect of life.
In many respects, the guys here seem to be so far and away thoughtful of others because of the hurt they suffered in the past.
The guys here show me so much strength to carry on, and they validate so many of my own past fears, but I reckon, that this place has shown me how to be strong when I just felt so weak, and all alone.
I am deeply humbled by some of the hurt that these other members have endured, and they still fight so hard through life, but I guess I would love them all as friends, more than any ordinary friendship could ever accomplish.
I am sorry that I have not posted for so long, but I have had a few problems, and could not get so much on line for months, but here I am.
Abuse, is abuse, is abuse, no matter what time frame or whatever, if it affects your everyday life for years, because of whatever affect it has had on your normal life, it is abuse.
You cannot detach the beautiful boy, who he was meant to be, even though others may find it difficult to understand him now or in the past.
The biggest issue in my life, is family denial of my past, but, I just said to them forget about it, after telling them all the problems I faced, they denied me.
They can forget, but not myself, and if they deny me, then that is their problem, not mine, but at least I gave them a chance.
Hey though Tom, I guess you have a place in heaven, and I hope that I have also,
Whoever stole the Sun, put it back and we'll drop all the charges!