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#229909 - 06/09/08 04:57 PM glimpses of then *** POSSIBLE TRIGGERS ***
MarkK Offline
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Registered: 04/02/07
Posts: 2502
Loc: Denver, CO
dark and hollow
    sinster warmth
        silent cold
            empty void

                filled with terror
a child hides within himself
    to escape
        the inescapable

tiny hands
    ball up into fists
        as he is held
            pinned to the earth

his eyes scan the heavens
    for salvation
        but they search in vain

        violation
    pain and humiliation

laughter echoes
    in the recesses of his mind
        as he learns
            never        ever
                to trust again

and his small
    innocent
        vulnerable
            unprotected heart

is shattered



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#229933 - 06/09/08 08:32 PM Re: glimpses of then *** POSSIBLE TRIGGERS *** [Re: MarkK]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Mark,

Fear, tiny hands, searching eyes, lost trust, broken heart ... Little Larry wants to know if Little Mark needs a hug.

Much love,
Larry

_________________________
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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#229937 - 06/09/08 08:37 PM Re: glimpses of then *** POSSIBLE TRIGGERS *** [Re: roadrunner]
MarkK Offline
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Loc: Denver, CO
Sorry, Larry - hugging is not something we are open to at this point. Even with the progress from last week - touch is not a welcome thing.

Yet.

Thank you for asking instead of just doing. THAT is worth everything.

M&m


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#229939 - 06/09/08 08:51 PM Re: glimpses of then *** POSSIBLE TRIGGERS *** [Re: MarkK]
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Loc: Carlisle, PA
Yep. I thought I should ask and I know you understand the gesture. Take care, Mark.

L&l

_________________________
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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