There is no courage without fear. I truly believe that. And I think there can be no strength without weakness. Because really, for someone such as yourself, such as other men here, strength is what you have. Strength is what you are. For someone as strong as you, 'normal' behavior feels weak. You are not weak. But even you were, you are right. Weak is not bad.
Take good care,
Avatar photo in memory of my younger brother Makar.
"Human salvation lies in the hands of the creatively maladjusted."~~~Martin Luther King Jr., 1963