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#224118 - 05/13/08 09:46 PM .
king tut Offline

Registered: 02/13/08
Posts: 2477
Loc: UK
I promise to be a good boy
To be obedient and always obey
I promise never to speak unless spoken to
I promise never to complain
I promise never to want
I promise not to talk about my feelings again
I promise not to need
I promise not to want to go places or to want to be like a real human
I promise not to want to play music or write books
I promise never to ask for your love
I promise not to need love, or friends, or family
I promise i will be quiet
I promise i wont make a sound
I'm sorry for anything i do wrong
I'll try to stay alone
I am sorry for reaching out
I am sorry
I will not talk anymore
It was wrong of me to tell
I must have deserved it
It is not against the law for a brother to do it
It means he was allowed
It is ok, i know i am less
One day i will die, so it is ok

"...until lambs become lions"

I love you, little lewis, and i will never leave you. We are the same. You brighten my day, and i will make sure that i brighten yours. Hugs and kisses.

#224119 - 05/13/08 09:54 PM Re: . [Re: king tut]
Freedom49 Offline

Registered: 12/30/07
Posts: 2724
Loc: Washington State

That is not you. That is not the guy I know that had to guts to confront his brother. This is the boy who came here a while back and was so timid he would not go into chat. This is the boy that my heart went out to hidden in the cold intellectual man named Lewis. This is the little boy I saw cowering behind his studies and isolating himself. This is the boy I wanted to rescue. Thank you for that reminder. Good poem. I still love that little guy and think he is worth rescuing.

#224305 - 05/15/08 01:10 AM Re: . [Re: Freedom49]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

Hey, we all go through these stages of self-doubt. You're doing the right thing by talking about it. But let me assure you that you are not a lesser person and that all the hard work you have been doing is worth it! Really!

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)


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