((((((Ricky, Dan, Larry, Luke, Toby, Glynn, Eddie, Arron, Brian,))))))
Thank you all for you kind words, thoughts, and hugs. I am not sure how or why I wrote this but mother's day was really hard this year as I finally accepted the fact that on some level she knew and chose not to address it for whatever reasons.
I may never understand why here on this earth but it no longer matters whether I do or not. It is what it is and although it hurts like hell to accept it, it is always better to live with truth than lies.
Thanks again guys. I am feeling better now and you all are part of that healing and as I saw this again I wanted to experss my gratitude to you for what you wrote. It helped and I wanted you to know.
Edited by Freedom49 (05/21/08 01:18 PM)