I recently decided to go on medication because the talk therapy doesn't seem to be working, I don't have any motivation, I have trouble consentrating, social/generalized anxiety. Anyway, my therapist recommended someone who is out of network and while I can submit the bill and get remibursed I have to layout $150 for the inital consultation. Anyway, I made the appointment and I thought I would have the money because my federal economic stimulus payment was coming. Well it was supposed to be here by Friday and it hasn't arrived my appointment is 6pm on Tuesday, so if its not here by Monday, I need to cancel.
Actually I can pay for the session but then money would be so tight I couldn't even afford the medications that she'd prescribe. To make matters worse, my job will be moving to a more crowded area of our plaza where more teens are likely to hangout sometime around the beginning of June. That of course is one of my social anxieties, teens. And anyone who has taken any drugs for anxiety knows they generally take 3-4 weeks to work.
Somedays I think that life just has it in for me, I'll never be able to make my life better. Something will always come up and block me from doing what I need to do.
Edited by jtt5254 (05/10/08 10:25 PM)
"Being with people that understand you...Priceless"
"and i don't want the world to see me, cause i don't think that they'd understand"
"You don't know what love is...you just do as your told"
"My life has changed. What you take as a simple thing, is not so simple for me anymore"