I have remembered my abuse for about ten years now. In all that time, I only found one group for male sexual abuse victims. It was out of the Stamford, CT Rape Crisis Center. The eight weeks was better than nothing. But I miss that feeling, the feeling that I am not the only one in the world that has been abused. Mostly I walk around feeling like a freak, not belonging to "regular" society (whatever that is), and wanting to retreat into my mind once again. Anyway, I'm now in central Jersey. Any help would be appreciated.