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#219317 - 04/20/08 02:51 PM What do you do
SEVEN ARROWS Offline
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Registered: 08/12/07
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What do you do when the fear inside closes in
Burning and consuming all the dreams inside
Thoughts of blackened ash blowing down scorched corridors
Lost in the burning heat of fear
The crying of a boy lost to the heat
Salvation a thing of unattainability
The walls start to blister and cracks race across the walls
The demons of the forgotten past are nearly out
Breach in the wall and all the boy can do is cower
Past and present fused as one
Ice fingers stroke the boy with cold of yesterday
Screaming silently the boy hides in the corner
The bad men are coming
The bad men are coming
Flesh stealer's walk the halls of darkened light
safe havens cast aside and shattered
With the last breath the boy screams

I AM SCARED AND ALONE
HELP ME
HELP ME
THE BAD MEN ARE HERE


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#219333 - 04/20/08 05:18 PM Re: What do you do [Re: SEVEN ARROWS]
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Registered: 12/30/07
Posts: 2723
Loc: Washington State
Wow, that one is right out of one of my nightmares. I woke my wife up yelling HELP ME, HELP ME. That imagery was almost to good Ben. Thanks though I feel better knowing I am not alone even in my nightmares.



Edited by Freedom49 (04/20/08 05:23 PM)

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#219357 - 04/20/08 06:32 PM Re: What do you do [Re: Freedom49]
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Sorry it hit home so close for you, now you know one of the many reasons that i need the meds to sleep, ven with the meds i dont sleep much.

I find in poetry i can say more than in one of my posts in the members side.

Ben


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#219360 - 04/20/08 06:42 PM Re: What do you do *DELETED* [Re: SEVEN ARROWS]
nicky Offline
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_________________________
i like the rain cause no one knows im crying

a strong man is one who is able to control himself when he is angry
what is your definiton of control?

i lay awake another hour
just like the one before
the shadows play a game with my head
i can't take this anymore

http://youtube.com/watch?v=x4EOw8wPBN8




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#219477 - 04/21/08 11:23 AM Re: What do you do [Re: nicky]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Ben,

Keep talking, my friend. Posting this poem will go a long way towards helping you to face and defeat these fears. We'll speak later today.

Much love,
Larry

_________________________
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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