For the last little while things have been a seesaw. I have good days and some that are not so good. Well last night I had a dream relating to my SA but i woke before it could end. This has never happened before and today i feel a little mystified. In the dream i was my actual self seeking revenge on my abuser and I realize now that I carry hostile feelings towards him which is more emotion than i have been able to feel in the last 8 months. It has felt like a constant struggle trying to cope and heal with all these feelings but like last night when I expose the source my heart feels a little lighter. I am a bit puzzled by the dream but I believe progress was made.
I am the warrior.