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#218572 - 04/16/08 03:34 PM I Love it... I Hate it...
JustScott Offline
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Registered: 01/27/08
Posts: 2575
I love it, I long for it's sweet embrace...
I hate it, it's filth, dirt and shame...
I love it, yet I've truly never known it...
I hate it, it's worthless, it's garbage...
I love it, I want to feel that close...
I hate it, being that close ruins it all...
I love it, but it's all in my mind...
I hate it, here in the now it's all just wrong...
I love it, I burn to feel it and know it's release...
I hate it, getting it makes the pain and shame increase...
I love it, it's supposed to be wonderful and great...
I hate it, for me, garbage is its fate...

Love it, Hate it, It is everything, It is nothing...
Without it, life would be so much better...
With it, life is fear and shame...
Without it, true and close love can not be...
With it, my heart in fear will groan...
Love it, Hate it, this evil thing, I wish I'd never known...

This vile and wretched thing has a name...
They call it sex, I call it shame...


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#218581 - 04/16/08 04:06 PM Re: I Love it... I Hate it... [Re: JustScott]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Scott,

What a powerful comment on shame/sex. I can really relate, and I bet others can as well. Thanks for sharing this with us.

Much love,
Larry

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Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
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#457671 - 12/31/13 03:22 AM Re: I Love it... I Hate it... [Re: JustScott]
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Registered: 09/27/03
Posts: 3333
Loc: O Kanada
I absolutely agree.
I love/hate it as much as you do.


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#457679 - 12/31/13 11:15 AM Re: I Love it... I Hate it... [Re: JustScott]
newground Offline
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Registered: 10/11/11
Posts: 753
Loc: michigan
wow scott
How many times I have felt all those things thanks for this post man.
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Towards thee I roll, thou all-destroying but unconquering whale; to the last I grapple with thee; from hell's heart I stab at thee; for hate's sake I spit my last breath at thee. let me then tow to pieces, while still chasing thee, thou damned whale! Thus, I give up the spear!"
Herman Melville

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