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#217991 - 04/14/08 07:07 AM The Letter --empowering triggers--
kniob Offline

Registered: 03/04/06
Posts: 47
Loc: NC, USA

where do I start from where I left,
these thought in my mind.
A wicked past of evil things,
I thought I left behind.
How shall I start I know not,
for you left me f***ed.
But now I feel just like,
only add an up.
My mind twisted on memories,
and evil lurks in my head.
More so when I woke up,
And found in your bed.

I feel dirty,
I feel sick,
How dare you play on me your tricks!

You liked it!,
you dirty slut!.
I wish these voices would just shut up,
so I could finally sleep at night.
No longer wake up screaming,
turn on the lights!
Curl up into a ball,
a rock away the frights.
No longer can I dwell on you,
Oh? Now what will you do?
I should have told someone,
someone close who cared.
instead it was like I was caught,
in a trap made for a bear.

I feel filthy,
I feel shame,
How would YOU like to feel the same!

I'll let it out,
I won't become like you!
I won't become an animal,
better meant for the zoo.
Although I still feel shame,
its easier to bear.
I'll show my pain to ones who are fair,
but only if they really care.
You had your fun now I'll have mine,
to see you looked away for all time.
Oh what a sweet smile it would bring to my face,
that I should be the one to nail you in your place.

I'm not mad.
I'm just confused.
About why you should chose to lose.

--signed the victim--

P.S. I know its not my fault so f*** you!

#218036 - 04/14/08 12:11 PM Re: The Letter --empowering triggers-- [Re: kniob]
Freedom49 Offline

Registered: 12/30/07
Posts: 2724
Loc: Washington State
Wow what a great empowering statement. I love the words you chose. Things most of us have wanted to say to our perps for a long time but shame and guilt tends to lock our tongues. Thank you for providing written voice for so many of us.

#218076 - 04/14/08 03:36 PM Re: The Letter --empowering triggers-- [Re: Freedom49]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

Thanks for sharing your poem with us and I'm glad to see you back on the site. How are you doing? PM me if you would like to talk and catch up.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

#456891 - 12/16/13 04:20 PM Re: The Letter --empowering triggers-- [Re: kniob]
victor-victim Offline

Registered: 09/27/03
Posts: 5750
Loc: O Kanada
that was intense!

i could feel every emotion as you took me through this confrontation.

it was triggering and empowering.

a very strange mix of spices, but a flavour that i felt compelled to savour several times.

it was the righteous rage and indignation.
the unblinking eye. to tell the whole dirty truth.
spitting out the sickness.
throw the filth back in the face of the fKer that created it.
the shedding of shame and standing up to the &$*&# that makes this poem so powerfully addictive.

good stuff. kniob.



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