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#213177 - 03/26/08 09:27 AM i need the sea
nicky Offline
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Registered: 08/24/07
Posts: 261
my dream is dark
it is full of sorrow and sadness

suddenly i see a light
it sparkles and shines

i go for it and reach it
i see happiness and love

i hear the sea and it calls for me
it is so beautful

i want to be the sea
i want to follow it

but i cant!
somthing is holding me back

is it the wind
i reach out for the sea but i fail

i want it so bad that it hurts
i need to go to the sea

the sea is beautful and full
of peace

it calls to me
i need to go to the sea

but the wind overcomes me and im back to this NIGHTMARE

_________________________
i like the rain cause no one knows im crying

a strong man is one who is able to control himself when he is angry
what is your definiton of control?

i lay awake another hour
just like the one before
the shadows play a game with my head
i can't take this anymore

http://youtube.com/watch?v=x4EOw8wPBN8




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#216211 - 04/07/08 03:54 PM Re: i need the sea [Re: nicky]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Nicky,

It sounds like it would be useful for you to devote some thought to what it is that drives you back. I have proposed in another reply to you that usually it's fear, but of course only you can say.

Much love,
Larry

_________________________
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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