I'm not sure what is causing this feeling in me and wanting to run but lately i have been ( especially today ) feeling really "jumpy" and on edge and i am not sure why.
Perhaps it's my wedding coming up in september and i am now feeling this way.
She is bugging out tonight and just wont give me my space and she has her period and when "it" arrives i want to scream....she is so clingy and touchy feely i'm going F$%^ nutso.
Is it me
is it her
is it the fact i want my space
i'm not at all enjoying this feeling of being so jumpy and trapped yet i love her
--i want to be with her
my therapist says relationships and everything about it can trigger me
i sit here typing and she comes over to me wanting a kiss and it's not the first time tonght she has wanted attn and being clingy...what the fuck do i do without hurting her feelings..??
Do i leave it alone and just let it go
at this point i know we spend alot of time together i mean alot of time together and i am feeling trapped,jumpy,raw,edgey and most of all cautious..
What do you think is going on with me, or is it her
is it just what it is....a relationship....
" You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have "