These are the cards I was dealt with. I will play them as best I can.
I was writing a post the other night about direction and purpose and working through my mind and trying to work out what kind of game life is or can be and using analogies to make things easier to understand, card games did come up, so what i've quoted there stood out to me, and i think there is something hopeful about it (don't think i posted the post, i don't think, maybe i deleted it)
"...until lambs become lions"
I love you, little lewis, and i will never leave you. We are the same. You brighten my day, and i will make sure that i brighten yours. Hugs and kisses.