Great post, ineffable. I got a big smile on my face picturing the playfulness in the snow, and the hot chocolate sounds comforting.

Today I donated a small amount of money to malesurvivor.org, including the memorial fund, so that hopefully someone can go on a weekend of recovery. I also got my hair cut and bought some nice peppermint shampoo that makes me feel nice and clean.

I'm aware of my inner-children's needs today and am taking an active role in tending to the hurts. Watching Mary Poppins was helpful. The bird lady song (Tuppins?) makes me cry but "Let's Go Fly a Kite" fills me with hope.

--Scott

I aced my crossword this morning

Mike

I did an electromagnetic calculation without having to look over my notes. the last time i did that kind of maths was a year ago so pretty chuffed i remembered the technicalities of the situation in that problem

I also worked out a little, i guess it's a start

I finally have about two minutes to myself today, tried to come here on sunday, but ended up staying up all night to prepare for an experiment so i was sleeping yesterday afternoon because i didn't come back till late which means i'm up early today rushing to finish work before i leave in an hour or so.

Anyway, what i did well today (yesterday) is my experiment!
sure i got a bit stressed but we got the results, and they actually seem to be right! it was somebodys birthday too so that seemed to mean slower progress but i made sure we got everything we needed, although that meant running a little late, but i'm relieved it finally works!

haha i went to class and began this site.
i also got an apartment

I integrated a whole lot of new information into a seminar I teach and this new approach makes me much more marketable in the future. It represents a validation of some life choices I recently made.

Thanks for asking

On Monday, my test went well, at least it seemed to, i mean we all seemed to get different answers when we talked about it but it seemed to go well, so i want to say i did that well, but then i really didn't put as much effort in as i should have in revision so i should really avoid patting myself on the back about that

also, on some of the work the other week that i did during a period when i was feeling down i didn't do as badly as i thought i would, looking at their marking i can see that they were being generous and that makes me wonder because i told my tutor that i had a bit of a down period.

i had a good nights sleep last night so that's one good thing!

the only problem is after this week we have a break to revise and do projects and things and thats just an opportunity waiting to screw my sleep up so im going to have to be very careful

nothing. Horrible night's sleep. Didn't eat much of anything. Didn't go to the gym. Probably not going to the gym later either. I didn't get a chance to start a project because my group-mates apparently had better things to do then to share what we are even doing. I didn't start my paper due next week because I can't handle it right now.

I just want to scream at the top of my lungs.

I am feeling more upbeat on the upcoming WoR. I still have super anxiety issues. However I am exchanging some personal information with 3 other members who are also attending. I want so much for this experience to be positive.

I also had a conversation with my GF regarding our intimacy or lack of intimacy. I think we will be able to work it out.

Ken

today what i'm momentarily about to do well is treat myself to a massive ice-cream with squirty cream and chocolate sauce!

i hear it suggested so much around the forum and i think i have to try to treat little Lewis better and then maybe i can be friends with that part of myself again and forgive him and understand