Before my abuse I was ver small, after the abuse I became a husky boy. I would closet eat to hid from being abused. I'm ready to break the cycle. On April 30, I will be having Lapband surgery. I feel it will be HUGE step in my personal recovery and improve my self esteem, which will just allow me to continue to be able to say I AM BETTER THEN THOS ETHAT ABUSED ME! I'm take control of my life.
I'm nervously excited!
All my best!!!
I hug myself daily until the day I find the embrace that completes me.