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#213885 - 03/29/08 03:35 AM A strange dream - Inner child?
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Registered: 10/28/07
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I dreamed I was in a future city where they did not know the value of history, everything was automated. Food sucked it was all the same health vitamin bars and some kind of other stuff. I met a homeless child only 4 or 5 and we found an old antique shop, you know peace T's old rock stuff, CRT TVs, Met the girl who owned it and she invited us to stay with her.
Everything I seemed to do was against the "NEW" rules, lights out at 8 pm per world police. I showed little Rick all the kewl stuff from my time and we had food that was not that crap in the stores. We dressed in tie dyed shirts and we all had fun. then I tucked him in to a bed for the first time he had his own bed. It was 9 pm and our lights were on so we had to fight with the local police to keep our rights. after I went to find Ricky but he had hid in a box, I frantically tried to find him but I tore the box and still as I got to the end nothing, Then crying out loud I was saying where are you? Don't go away, A voice in me said I'm still here in your heart! I have always been here.
I hugged myself and was filled with love and comfort.
I woke up hugging myself with this feeling.
Was tis a possible integration process of big me little me?
I'm not too big on the inner child but in this light I kind believe.



Edited by GateKPR4 (03/29/08 08:01 AM)
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#213990 - 03/29/08 04:11 PM Re: A strange dream - Inner child? [Re: GateKPR4]
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Wow, what a symbolic dream. Let me speculate. It shows how you don't feel at home in the world, like your from a different time. You feel like a homeless child of 4 or 5, relying only on yourself or the other homeless kids? You experience the "rules" of the world as all crazy and something you have to constantly fight against. Let's see... You're beginning to love and comfort this emotional part of yourself with acceptance and tenderness. I'll bet you like old stuff that lasts more than the latest new thing, like an old 50's toaster rather than a new electronic one. Am I right?

LOL. Didn't I have this dream last night? \:\) We have a lot in common I think.

How wonderful you're becoming so close to this part of yourself!

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#213996 - 03/29/08 04:38 PM Re: A strange dream - Inner child? [Re: LandOfShadow]
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thats me to a T LOS \:\)

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#214164 - 03/30/08 01:19 PM Re: A strange dream - Inner child? [Re: GateKPR4]
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Well it seems these dreams are a side effect from Risperdol which I quit as of today. Messes me up more than helps. Zyprexa works much better and no funky dreams. I'm calm enough to write this which took a lot of effort the past couple days to post anything. I see my doc tomorrow so we will get it all hammered out. A whacks should get my head straightened out. It's been a rough 3 weeks thats for sure. I'm glad the Zyprexa is working and I'm able to focus. Wish me luck guys I need it!

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#214174 - 03/30/08 02:19 PM Re: A strange dream - Inner child? [Re: GateKPR4]
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Rick,

I hope you get your meds worked out very soon and you are back to your old self again. Hang in there...

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#214176 - 03/30/08 02:43 PM Re: A strange dream - Inner child? [Re: DanM]
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I have had problems with Welbrutin and Zoloft. Makeing me short tempered and causing nightmares to be worse .

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#214181 - 03/30/08 02:56 PM Re: A strange dream - Inner child? [Re: OKIE MIKE]
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I have been through that also Mike
Sometimes the cure seems worse than the illness.
Have to weigh the pros & cons
In my case I know Lamictal works at 50mg and Tranxene at 15mg.
This is the closest we have had to a working combo. SO its a tweak here and there. We did too much tweaking too soon this last time, which cost me 3 weeks of serenity. I think I got it this time, just need the docs approval and I'll be OK.

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#214184 - 03/30/08 03:03 PM Re: A strange dream - Inner child? *DELETED* [Re: GateKPR4]
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#214213 - 03/30/08 06:14 PM Re: A strange dream - Inner child? [Re: awakening]
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I was off 6 weeks once in the past 3 years. maybe one day I will again.

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