Where are your perps now?

1) Successful businessman still living in my shitty little evil hometown.

2) unknown

3) Auto mechanic and raging alcoholic

4) Dark scary fucker who walks around in black goth clothing and carried a big snake (last I saw of him)

The SOB is problay dead, I think that he died Dec 2003 in Houstion TX.
I wanted him to know how much pain and anger that he had caused me . He probly went to his grave with out even the slightest remorse. I was probaly just one victom of many. He is hopefuly in Hell . Reaping what he sewn
I am tired of being fucked up. I wish that I could have back the life that could have ben.
Why do I still hold hate for something that happened in 1977?
Why can't I just let it go?

Dad comitted suicide Jan 10, 1995 0230

Unknown of second.

Unknown of third.

Las Vegas someplace status unknown.

Unknown of fifth

unknown

PM's are full Rob, make some room

Wow, Roger I didn't know that about your Dad.

Ummmmm, I had two perps, both are dead. The older man perp (25 at the time in 1978) died of heart-related problems in 1994. The teenager perp died in 2006, he killed himself. When I heard that the teen perp died, I knew it was suicide, weird I know, but somehow, I just knew, and I was right.

dead

Perp from my childhood - dead as of 1994. I burned a letter to him over his grave in Feb. 2006.

Perp. from San Francisco - unknown (name too common to google).

1) Retired from the Air Force and living near the east coast

2) Retired from parenting and living in Wyoming

3) No idea - probably passed on though.

Oh!!!!!!!!! I forgot to mention this! I thought you guys might like to know this.

My older perp's sister later told me that he died, sitting next to his roomate, while watching the movie "Ghost", you know the one with Patrick Swazi............talk about Karma huh? Wow........makes me wonder what happened to him after he died you know?

I can find ANYONE! PM me if you wish.

Wish I Knew

My main perp died in Jan. 2008 (abused for over 8 years)...my second perp is married and lives outside Philadelphia in poor health...my third perp/rapist is unnown (never stopped to introduce himself; he'd be in his 70's by now)...I believe most of my other perps [male and female] are all known to be dead.

Howard

I will SO do that!!! Thanks.

L.

dead now..... I am almost sure of it, but I have no real proof. (just hearsay)

I do know of four other victims of his, and would love to meet them.

Carl

1- Unknown
2- Probably taking a mug of black tea while enjoying a nice film in Liverpool.

I hope that i never know ''WERE ARE THEY NOW''

i know were two of them are, my step dad and stepbrother, the step dad is alone and living in a tiny flat still in the town were it all started. he is an alcoholic, spent time in a care home. Stepbrother is in an assisted living home for a bone wasting disease.

If i did look for the rest of them i might as well get the telephone directory from the time and area i lived, and randomly open it and close my eyes and stick my finger on the page, 50/50 chance i would find one of them.

Then go further afield and try to find the fucking freaks that brought the films and picks.

Not going there, not today, not fucking ever. My life is shattered and tainted enough without turning into the countries most prolific serial killer.

Sorry for the outburst. i should shut up.

Sorry

Ben

1----------------brother -still alive 2--3-------------4--------5-------------have no idea

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I heard my first perp went on to be a successful doctor on the east coast.

My second perp lives about an hour from me. He married, had four kids, and then a year ago, told his wife and family he had a one year old child by another woman and left them all. His parents still live next door to my parents.

Dan

1 Died Sep 1979 - brain tumour
2 Alive - a feeble old man who won't let go
3 Died Mar 1988 - hung himself

1,2,3 - No clue where number 3 is, but I heard he is down south somewhere because there are warrants for his arrest in PA. 2nd (female) is married and has a daughter, living in PA somewhere. No Idea where number 1 is.

4 - (female) Alcoholic and Junkie with grandchildren even though she is only 36/37 years old.

5 - No foggy clue.

#1: My dad's in a psych ward/VA home somewhere in Wyoming. I forgot the city name -- starts with an "S" I think.

1) still working as sport coach, but has been fined and suspended, and have acted the last two years as he have maybe changed his ways, even apologizing to some he have abused

2) in prison

3) dead

4) lost job, unknown where he is now

Andrei

1. Brother living in another state. We will meet soon when I finalize my plans to confront him.

2. Neighbor boy, died 1988. Next time I am in Wisconsin I am going to piss on his grave.

about a 5 minute drive from where I live.

Perp #1: I looked him up once and he had moved to Canada outside Calgary. He's probably dead now. Even if I knew where he's buried I wouldn't waste the pee on him. He means nothing to me, he no longer has that power over me.

All the others: I don't care anymore, I'm not going to let them use up any more of my energy.

Take good care of yourself,

Steve

For me, it was just one person. Not even sure he is aware of the gravity of what happened. I have no idea where he is, but I will probably get in contact with him via email and let him know what my life has been like and to ask him a few questions (was he abused as a child, what was going on in his mind that he needed what happened so badly, etc.) I noticed he was checking my profile on classmates.com some time ago, so I know I could email him through that. But otherwise I don't care what he is up to really. As best he can sort of fade away (I know it won't completely happen), all the better.

Mid-Hudson Psychiatric Center (Maximum Security) for now, but he's due to petition his release...again.

my uncle and he lives about 12 miles away.

1. as a child my first is dead.

2. as an adult he is alive and living in the same city.

I like to think that after death they spend eternity with all the anguish they have placed in our hearts. If there is a judgement can you imagine God looking at them and saying why in my name did you make your son do that for you.

The first thing I do when the newspaper arrives is check the obits to see if there is good news about #2.

I hope my dad in heaven feels remourse over what happened after seeing it through my eyes, knows how it effected me and honestly asks God, speaking for me, for forgiveness-and is given it. I dont want him to suffer eternal pain, no matter what he did to me. Look at all the mistakes ive made and as Jesus said, let he who is without sin cast the first stone.

1) probably dead or an old lady by now
2) probably dead.
3) still married in denyal
4) probably still being a perp somewhere
5) don't know
6) don't know probably dead by now
7) in jail until 2011 - hope he suffers! ALOT!! I think he should get the rack for a week then the IRON MAIDEN, http://www.maidenfans.com/imc/?url=album01_ironmaiden/maidennuremberg&lang=eng&link=albums
I think that covers all of them!
Did someone paint a target on me or what?

Both are dead as far as I can tell! Can't say it breaks me up too much.

1. R - Still alive. I see him every Thanksgiving and Christmas when he sits across the family dinner table from me. Joy.
2. W - Successful business man here in my hometown where I still live.
3. G - Works at the local hospital.
4. MW - Died a few weeks ago.
5. MH - Don't know about this one.
6. D - Lives in the northern part of my state. His wife died a couple of years ago, so I guess she never found out about D's past.

1. No idea. Don't even know who he was. Guess it doesn't matter as I don't even live in the same country as him anymore........probably. I moved about six months after it happened.
2. band leader in grades 4-8 Still around, see him occasionally. He came into my work a few weeks ago and recognized me despite me looking a lot different then I did when I was 13 (beard, taller, longer hair). I was polite but short when he talked to me.

#1 Died in 1959 days after he abused me, I always felt God struck him down

#2 Father R died in 1965 at age of 69 4 years after abusing me

#3 Mr S English Teacher keep on SA ing boys for 7 years after he raped me in 1964. He found out the school board was going to turn him over to police. Left school in middle of day, went home and killed himself May 1971.

Tom

What an interesting thread

1. I was a victim of kiddy porn. Perp was a major cartoonist in the film city on the West Coast. He made movies of me and 2 other boys. He produced a cartoon which features me and the other 2 boys. It is still on Youtube. It is not copyrighted. It is not pornographic. He was the originator of several of the major cartoon figures that we still see today. I have no idea where they are - I was not quite 4 yr old when it started - It probably could be traced but I don't know how to do it. His career plumited after the abuse. Something like coyotee going over a cliff. He died of a heart attack. The 2 other boys were of famous families.

2. Grandfather - died in agony of atalectasis

3. Bunch of "older" boys at different times - I have no idea, except for one = DS

4. Convicted of sexual misconduct . Served prison time. Now walking the streets. He's in a different state. Registered sex offender. The boy he used as a helper also served time. That all happened after my family left that state.

5. I think living in a big, well protected house. He started his career as a potential "great". He messed it up with weird ideas which were implemented with destructive force to the entire effort which he pioneered. He gathered weird personnel around him. Much publicity has been given to their efforts. He was forced out of his position after only a few years.

6. His picture is posted elsewhere in this site. His abuse ended the scout troop.

7. I don't know.

8. He was the captain of a ship which ran aground with great embarrassment and great financial loss.

1. Would be 100's y.o. now, so very likely dead.
2. Would be 90's y.o. now, so perhaps dead. Haven't been able to find a trace.

Gah! You guys got me to post!

1: Mom refuses to kill herself, so she's alive about 30 miles away.
2: Dr. Cohen, (the guy who managed to do all the boys sports physicals in Jr. High) last I saw of him was on TV with him being led out of his pediatrician's office in handcuffs about 10 years ago. I can only assume bad things happened to him.

#1 In Grafton Correctional Institution in Ohio
http://www.drc.state.oh.us/OffenderSearch/Details.aspx?id=A182549
See here. Parole Hearing in 2 years

I honestly have no idea where my perps are, or if they're alive or dead, and that suits me down to the ground. They are nothing to me.

DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I believe that he died December 14 2003 in Houston TX. May you burn in hell
A good source in the US to find out is the Social Security Death Index.
All that You need is a name and an close age

My perp is probably still alive as he's only one year younger/older(Not Sure) then me. if i see that dude around, i'm going to grab the nearest makeshift weapon and beat the living force out of him.

No idea, probably involved in bad things though, drugs, many unwanted kids, perhaps abusive partners, though could also be perfectly fine and happy for all I know. I don't even remember most of their names, and they wouldn't care or probably even understand what they did to me (they probably will have completely forgotten by now).

I really couldn't care less though sinse they don't matter.

Still alive in Liverpool. High School dropout working manual jobs to stay off the dole. Living with his Mom and drowning himself in Pot and Alcohol.

I am amazed at how many of us have had more than one abuser.

#1 - Last I heard he was married in lived in the general area.

#2 - Was convicted of sexual assault of two young boys from the school he taught at and was given 2 years probation. Last I read he was appealing conviction.

#3 - Was convicted of murder and executed.

I don't "have" an abuser or a perp - there was someone who did something bad to me and I don't take any ownership of him. I learned last week that he died in the 1980s.

Mike5

first perp a local Las Vegas religious leader is presumed dead
from age. Identity unknown.

second perp was a 19 year old Runaway woman recovering drug user, who also had an affair with my Dad while staying at our home to be rehabilited. Name Debbie. I've heard say that after a drunken call to our house <which I answered> she turned her life around, got married and currently has an upstanding family, complete with children. I want to know where she is now.

Last perp was a very old inventor,scientist,businessman. I heard one of his inventions improved the film projection industry. he used two big strong mentaly challanged young men to rape and strangle me repeatedly, and did various strange sexcult things to me, involving bathing me in blood, forced contact with a corpse girl, and solemn prayers, oaths and blessings. Name or Alias was John Campbell. I want to know more about him and meet other victims. he was an unconventional 'deviant' scientist, working on antigravity

#1 Male- Don't know where he is but must be 75 now. Probably still molesting little kids somewhere. Hope he's suffering.

#2 Female - she has to be at least 60, hope shes dead.

The crowd of three. Their fate is unknown to me. I am afraid they abused more kids.

I don't even know how to find them, and I don't feel comfortable walking in the village and asking.

My prep were in their 50's and 60's. So I think most of them are dead now.

Mine is out of my life, on purpose. I moved 900 miles away from them, and I am getting better and stronger everyday.

1)The two physical abusers, Wisconsin
2)The oldest sister, incest sexual abuse, somewhere in Wisconsin
3)A complete stranger, a man that fondled me, drunk in a ditch in Wisconsin, most likely.

May they find recovery, may they quell their demons, may they find the power to tell me they were wrong.

To the survivors of this heinous act:
1)My dear sister T**e, you were hurt by a man your parents trusted, you were simply imitating, I believe you are hurt.
2)My dear sister, N**e, may you rest in peace, having passed in a drunken car accident, in chaos over the abuse, I love you.
3)My dear brother T**m, may you find the courage to look inside, take the hand of that terrified little boy, and nurture him to health and safety.

S

perp #1 Been dead for 10 years.
perp #2 I don't know, in his 70's if still alive.

Perp 1: He is currently in a mental institution. I heard a few years ago that he was confronted by the police while running around a nature park in the buff. Didn't suprise me, I knew that kid was seriously disturbed even before the abuse started.

Perp 2: I just recently denied a facebook friend request from him. Last I heard he was suffering from multiple addictions and was down and out in my home town. I find it really hard to hate him because I know that P3 probably abused him before they started on me.

Perp 3: Can't remember his name, I can see his face, but search as I can through old yearbooks and stuff I've never been able to find him. Can't say that I really want to find him anyway.

Perp 4: My brother is living in Las Vegas now and is a succesful manager of a warehouse. I love my brother and I'm glad he's doing well, but at the same time it makes me really bitter. Where does he get off being so able to cope and deal with life, when I'm this shattered, worthless piece of crap!?

Perp 5: Never saw him before, never saw him since. This one rips me up inside. After years of reading about violent crime, I know that he was a rapist who was quickly escalating in the violence department. How many people has he killed because I wasn't strong enough to speak out. I know it's not my fault, but then again, why do I feel so sick about it?