This is, like, the third in a couple days where I have to say, "Yes! Yes!" after your post...
I was told by one Doc that "you've suffered enough having gone through that...you need to just let it go and move on with life." I was SO frustrated that I began to cry after he said that.
Anyway...this all just sucks...don't it?
It would be ok I guess if that really worked, but it's like not bothering to change the oil in your car. It's SO expensive in the long run..
I've tried so hard to forget the past, but I've lost me. I don't feel real or here or like anything at all matters to me.
I'm giving up on professionals and society about this issue... This all just sucks, yes. It has to change, but for now, we are on our collective own.