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#210559 - 03/13/08 08:47 PM sweet dreams
nicky Offline
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Registered: 08/24/07
Posts: 261
evry sound
movement
unexpected touch
is a reminder
paranoia

an attempt to close my eyes
force myself into darknesss
suround myself in silence

i am weak
i am a failure
so overwelming

the smells
fears
shadows
sounds
remain evrywhere

behind tightly shut eyes
closed doors
wet sheets

soaked with unstopable tears
sweat of frustration
of anger
of fear

of THEM


_________________________
i like the rain cause no one knows im crying

a strong man is one who is able to control himself when he is angry
what is your definiton of control?

i lay awake another hour
just like the one before
the shadows play a game with my head
i can't take this anymore

http://youtube.com/watch?v=x4EOw8wPBN8




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#210571 - 03/13/08 09:28 PM Re: sweet dreams [Re: nicky]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Nicky,

I hear you. And I can remember feeling the same way. But I can also tell you we don't have to be stuck in this dark place; it is possible to move through it and come out to a much happier and more peaceful time.

Much love,
Larry

_________________________
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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