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#210404 - 03/12/08 11:07 PM I remember 2
Mark P Offline
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Registered: 02/13/08
Posts: 17
Loc: Bonney lake, WA
I remember 2

I remember all the stories
All the stories of the weekend
All the stories of the fun times everyone else had

I remember all the stories
All the stories of loves gained and lost
All the stories of parties attended and missed

I remember all the stories
All the stories of friends gained
All the stories of friends lost

I remember all the horror
All the horror of new experiences
All the horror of not being able to ask for help

I remember all the pain
All the pain inside my heart
All the pain inside my insides

I remember all the hurt
All the hurt from friends lost because I spoke out
All the hurt from my own mind

The worst part of all is
That I remember.

_________________________
Walk a day in my shoes, and you will want to die. protect me from a day in my shoes, and i will be forever in your debt.

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#210465 - 03/13/08 08:30 AM Re: I remember 2 [Re: Mark P]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Mark,

Yes, it all hurts like hell, and no doubt about it. But as we move forward we find that we are better able to cope with the memories - they can't hurt or harm us anymore, even though we still regret them and have the right to be angry about them. I don't know if this will help you, but I am far enough along to see where I am going and what I will get. I know I won't forget, and I no longer wish to forget; I have fought too hard for this to forget all I have achieved. What I get is peace, and that is what waits for you as well. Keep up the good fight.

Much love,
Larry

_________________________
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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